Breaking Point

Some people just don't understand, what a person goes through, What a person does, and why they do it Get tested daily, test after test, Pushed to that breaking point with nothing left They don't understand, maybe he's trying really really hard to be patient and kind, Just because I have a heart doesn't mean horrible things don't come to mind, Oh it's getting there, you've been waiting for me to hit my peak, Cruel and unusual punishment, from nice guy to freak Am I sociopath, with no feelings involved or someone who's running out of options and lost it all You're not in my shoes and you never seen what I saw I tried to change but you're drawing me back to my ways Imagining myself tying you up and torturing you until I get paid Slicing you, smiling while you endure the pain Enjoying myself while I pour Clorox into your veins Laughing while I hear your screams and watching you squirm Making sure to take my time, so you learn You fully don't understand the game that you chose to play You'll fully understand after, today