Bring it down

It's pouring down this street again
I Sit at the bus stop like it's my oldest friend
The light is flickering , flickering
Like my achievements, before my eyes

Which way, which way do I turn
Every road is blocked by a toll
I can't afford the fee, I'm too old
To sell my soul , for light

Bring it down , to, everything broken
Bring it down, to , fake tokens
Bring it down, to, my knees again
Bring it down, to, every single friend

There's no measurement for the soul
It's tattered, attached to an ethereal spire
Which is broken and bent 
Like the goals I once had

I'd break my back, to hear you breathe 
I'd choke my sentiments just to have belief
In anything, anything at all
But even certainties aren't certain anymore

Bring it down, to, when I'm at my lowest 
Bring it down, to, always being last
Bring it down, when inside I stop crying
Bring it down to when I finally stop trying