Brothers

Missing you wishing you where here but I'm learning how to live with this pain inside, every turn I take I see something that reminds me of you guys, I wish I could see you one last time to see if you're alright to see if you're living the life you want, hoping you're flying way up high wishing to  say goodbye One Last Time wishing to have more time wish I was there for you but it's too late you're already gone home, I feel all alone with no where to turn I was hiding my own shadow I was missing out in the world now that I'm out I can see the world more clearly it still hurts the loss of my brother's the pain still lingers inside of me trying to stay strong for them but I can't trying to let go but just want to give up  I'm being selfish for trying to keep them in a place where they were in pain but now they're free to be themselves being able to live in their dreams be somewhere they feel nothing but joy and acceptance now I understand your pain I understand you're  not coming back I'm sorry I wasn't there for you or your last good-byes wish I was, im looking forward to seeing you when its my time i will hold you in my heart untill i hold you in my arms my dear brothers