By The Phone

I've missed you. Not the way you fuck or the way you suck. I miss talking to you every night. I miss seeing your smile. I can't have deep conversations with anyone else cause I'll always see you. Think about you. You're always on my mind. I wanna hug you again. Laugh with you catch a grin. Take a look inside my soul. Find what we can have again. Since then I been missing a touch like yours. Sure I can find it but it's never like yours. How I let you back I don't know but I'm sure. Life in hand with the tree's and the water it's pure. Thats how our minds should be with the future and the world. Cause without you I can't grow, and you wouldn't have a purpose, so your thorough. Hand in hand you'll give me a life. I'd be so happy to have you, the purpose that I give you is being my wife. But you busy and you gone. It's the reason I'm alone. When I call pick up the phone. Cut your hours stay at home. Cause I love the way you were there for me but lately you haven't been. All these temporary moments, come with lifetime sins. But since you been gone I been fucking, I been out there having fun. You gave me another life, one that consist with one-and-done's. I feel like I waste breathe saying this might as well take one of my lungs. Cause my soul makes me whole. You can never take that from me. You can only my take my heart, and have them calling me a dummy. Why can't you just love me, it's funny. The way you turn your body for them I will never understand. I'm not something to play with, but you play with me I will never understand. What hurts more is that I don't know how long will this go on. All these brillo pad kisses to go sing the same ol song. The razor cut bliss I never miss nor go along. I just face the music as I sit her wait for you to hit me up, so I'm here right by the phone.