"Call me"

"Call me" you said 
"call me,ill be there,don't worry, don't be scared"
so that's what I did 
you were my husband 
my faithful
till death do us part

I pressed the digits into my phone
only to hear the voice mail tone
I realised that I shouldn't be doing this 
i hung up straight away

but it was too late 
you were calling back
,I panicked
and dropped my phone as it landed with a crack

I couldn't believed I gave into temptation 
Giving you the satisfaction 
,the sensation
that even after all that you'd done with that secretary
You were still the one who I called in my hour of need

 I tried
i tried to stop myself but fingers were used to pressing those buttons
dialling that number 

Just because you said "call me"
those words you told me when I was younger 
more innocent

before I knew you'd drag my name in the mud
rip my heart out
and then dare to ask me if I could give you another chance

yes I called you
but only because you said "call me"
and even with nothing to my name as I signed the divoice papers giving you virtually everything
i still called you..

call it love 
or stupidity
I don't know 
but I didn't want that kind of pity so I picked up my phone
and threw it as far as my arm could fling it
because without a phone I couldn't remember those words you'd said on that new year
"call me"....."and I'll be there"