Can't do anything about it.

Body will do what body does, nothing I can do, to convince a small seed to implant. 
Mind will think about what the mind thinks about, not much I can do to stop the  bad and sad from getting though. 
Life will be how life is aggravating, annoying and difficult too. 
Others can do what others do, nothing I can do to make a grand change. 
Shrugging it won't shake it, nothing I can do to help you make it. 
No second chances, no amount of luck or carefulness will provide a soul for the unborn. 
Feeling undeserving, feeling like this is make or break, please let me down gently if choosing me for a while was a mistake. 
So much for wishes granted, so much for a higher power, hard to accept that there is any of it. when you're bleeding and crying in the shower.