cant take it...

I cant take the pain anymore. I fell to hard, now im hurting. I cant take the pain twice I could hardly take it once. I leave you heartbroken and alone... I see you hurting and its kills me but not as much as the very first time you said the words its over. I hurt day in and day out knowing your alone and hurt because you dont know why only if I could show you how much it hurt the first time my dear. I leave you there hurting, and im sorry for that i would help you if it wouldn't hurt me soo much that i cant think straight i cant go a min with out thinking your going to leave me no matter what you promised me your not leaving me. Well it hurts being with you it hurts more being with out you but i dont have the strength to hurt like the very first time. Not yet... im sorry my love. just know i do love you and that will never change.