Drowning in darkness...

               The sunsets over the sea, the moon rises over the hills. The stars start to shine... yet its so dark, so cold, so lonely. I stand still very still and I wait, wait for light. Nothing comes. I take one step and I hear them coming. I start to walk, they get louder, I start to jog, they call my name, I start to run and I fall. I fall in water some how its warm like blood, I look closer under the moon light... it is blood, my blood. Some how I cut my self running. I start to cough. I stand and some thing grabs me... it pulls me back down to the cold hard ground. I hit my head, I pass out. I wake up in a water, it was all a nightmare? No... My arm hurts and its bleeding... what really happened? Dont ask me I dont remember but the demons are drowning in darkness and only when the sun sets tonight I will be drowning with them. They are crying my name now, I pray the sun doesnt set on the sea tonight. I pray the moon wont come over the hills, but i know the sun falls every day and the moon rises every night. Tonight I will be smart and turn the other way and run and if I fall dont stand back up cus the second time I fall always hurts more than the first. Swimming in day light and happiness but drowning in darkness and loneliness.