Fighting the Demons...

            I am fighting the darkness on my own! I am fighting for my ground, I am fighting for those who are suppose to care for me! The Demons scream my name and I try to stand my ground yet some how I fail and some how I end up alone. They all say its them not me, they all say I am caring and sweet. Ya I am caring TOO caring TOO sweet! TOO open. I talk you dont, I fight for us and you run like you dont want us to be one! I stand the ground as you try to get around it. I start to ask my self if you a Demon Im suppose to be running from... Your dark secrets are hurtful but my truth is worst! I dont hide like you do, I dont run from my fears like you do, I dont keep secrets like you do. We are different, ya so what. You say you love me so why lie? You say you care so why hide? You say oh so much but then again your oh so quite. Why do I keep fight my own demons as well as yours when you are your own worst demon!? Your ashamed of your self and your scared of people picking on you... wake up and see I get picked on day in and day out. By friends, family, haters, lovers, bullies... everyone! I am TOO open, and your TOO closed. I am starting to shut down and its the worst feeling anyone can feel. Its worst than heart break. I am pushing everyone out again and I am already alone when I have people right next to me... yet no one understands me... not even you. So sad I have to fight my own demons and my true love... do I always chose wrong?......