Casual encounter..adult theme

You enter me quickly
I gasp more in shock 
than excitement.
I feel invaded
but even in my isolated state
I play out the choreographed
movements of love.
The ones that I have
seen and heard
a thousand times from
naked movie stars in films.
Swirling in confusion.
he ask me if it feels good.
I gasp and moan
so quickly
I know he must see
its fake.
He carries on in oblivion. 
Maybe he did not notice.
or
Probably did not care.
He falls off me spent.
I grind the encounter
into dust in the huge
stone wheels of regret
that live in my heart. 

Authors note

written from a womans point of view

I think but I  a man 

what the heck do I know about women

lol

Jude