Challenge

I want change
To transform and recalibrate
Is there something I should keep?
Can I forget the old me?
The scars, 
The fears, 
The mistakes,
The lovers,
The things people have done to her, 
The addiction.
The pain. 

I'm going to try and leave it all behind. 
Just like that. 
Going to write all the shit down 
And burn those notes to the ground 
I guess I want a fresh start 
No more looking back at the past 
A better version of myself 

Courageous, trusting, resolute
Fearless, confident, in pursuit
Healthy, smart and balanced

This process is a fucking challenge.