Change

Isn’t it funny how one moment can change your whole life
One moment just one can fill you with pain and strife
The loss of a loved one
Someone you never thought would be gone
That soul crushing feeling you get
That you never can forget
The pain in your heart
That makes you wonder if the healing ever will start
But what if it never does
What if you’re never able to move on despite your effort
If you just keep reliving that moment
Reliving the hurt
Hating others for their
“Envolvement”
You’ll just keep playing the game
Life never being the same
But how could it be
It’s not like they’re coming back
Like you can just stack
Up the memories and put them on a shelf
You’ll just have to help yourself
But how can you help yourself
If you just laugh it off
If you limit yourself
If when someone tries to talk to you
You look at them and scoff
You Can’t
You end up feeling like an ant
On the ground
You are small compared to your pain
Until one day who you once were is nowhere to be found