Changes

How can so much change so fast?
I'm lost without a clue.
I thought we shared a special bond,
a pledge between us two?
Somehow all the fizz went flat,
you took your warmth away.
Just because you didn't care
what others had to say.
I felt as though you slapped my face
in front of all my friends!
Still you made it even worse....
I tried to make amends.
I told you I was sorry
that we had to change our night.
Understood your disappointment,
tried to keep it light.
Again, that cloud you carry,
was stronger than my plea.
You let it take control again.
Chose darkness over me.
Why am I not good enough?
You helped to make me strong.
But now my strength is shining through,
it seems I'm always wrong?
I wonder, will it ever change?
Pray you'll let it go.
Before it slowly strangles us
so love just cannot grow.........