chaos and love

chaos is the status of my soul

were did all the good times go

watching u fade into the mist

always full of smiles now always pissed

your touch would warm the skin

feeling u pull away hardening within

has love just become a word

dreaming in happy endings sounds so absurd

is life just a fairy tale 

waking up to taste reality ,sharp and stale

the bitter taste of love

the feeling of regrets ,feeling out of place

despite the hurt and the chaos

lord knows i long to see her pretty face