Cobwebbed Castle

Cobwebbed Castle

Don’t you get inside my head,
Don’t you take my body over,
Don’t you fuck with my reality.

Dark clouds are now forming in,
And the storm doesn’t look like it will pass.
Stores are now barred down from robbery,
And glass windows are shattered.
But I,
I have been here before.
And I know how it all is going to end.
Nightmare becomes reality,
And reality hits the bend.

And it’s coming near us,
It’s happening now.
Why,
Do I try,
Just to fight these demons?
They lie,
Right in front of me,
‘Til my eyes bleed.

Dead seem to resurrect,
These bodies, they, do not respect.
They crawl all over,
Play red over,
With my mind,
I do time.
Even though they aren’t real,
They are real enough to me,
Enough to see,
All the sadness and hate.
All of their evil plans,
To take me away, to,
Debate where I stand too.

And this is all coming so fast,
The darkness is here.
Darkness rains on our poor souls,
We belong to a black hole.
Darkness rains on our poor souls...

When these voices,
Come to my mind,
There’s no turning back,
I have no time.
Try to get better,
No one checks my weather.
No one understands...

I see you,
I just refuse to.

As I stand here...
As I stand here...
As I stand here...
As I stand here...

...You hide!

© Karianne Gabaldon