Confusing Infusions of Marriage

Where did all the time go
Yesterday was once my future
Swiftly becoming just a past memory
Tomorrow rages through my thoughts
Only to become ancient history
We were happy once
Only fighting to conquer eachothers history
Now we've experienced anger and danger
To strengthen our souls through our memories
The good the bad the ugly
Present futures and historic ages we see
Through your eyes and mind we reach
The reality that time is short
Each second lasts for an eternity
The wheels we turn continue teaching
Happiness is never ending
Heartache is the constant headache we face
Broken pieces we put back together
Open minds we have to have
Or face the loathing inside our hearts
As it consumes the love we have
The love we lost
The love we gained
Anxiety eating and overwhelming
Every last corner
Every last second we have
Every last moment lost in time
We rise from our ashes daily
Only to suffer an eclipse of life
Yours overshadowing mine this time
Consuming me entirely
patience lost
As the seconds ticked by
The darkness overwhelmed me momentarily
Only for me to blink and see
The moment passed brightly shining over me
Was the warmth we forgot we had
Where did all the time go
Yesterday was tomorrow
The future is my past
The present is gone
We aged in a blink
We hated
We loved
We hurt
We learned
That time is of the essence
Everyday is tomorrow
Memories are moment's
Don't waste them then
Cause you can't get back anything
If you let it go fluttering away in the wind
hoping to again see it someday
My heart is open
My happiness is pain
Your love was my gain
Through the time we lived 
I learned from you the best things we are
Came from lessons time taught me to forget
Keep them open
As the eternal magic
Of space and time you see
Is here and now
Cause marriage is everything we thought it would be.............