Contemplation

When I copulate I also contemplate all the lovers from the past ..Shut up creepy visitor , hard pass on having a constant bullshitter in my way. Shame no consideration for my situation . hush those dirty words vomiting from your deciet . Trying to break me down so anger can consume .Tut Tut  . forcing mind games appon ones sikey . Busy body's can can also take a running jump . Contemplate your own actions before judging mine. Heavy Dept show some mercy , grant a miracle or let missery be quick . Shall I spin round dizzy in contemplation and waste the daze . Or put a stop to all the compulation and rise above my carnal ways .