Counting .

Counting up all the reasons I have to live I fell alititte short  . Counting up all the let downs , it piled up to high . Counting on others never works . Adding up all the pros and cons it was a long list . When's it all going to add up . amount to something , make me a someone . Counting up all my blessings I was thankful for any smiling thought . Counting down the days until the world ends for me . Counting on the unpredictable never works . Add up the havock , divide the hurt , multiply by two , subtract old denominators . Times the numbers and add one . Counting on never getting taken advantage of again never works . Added up my woes the waves of old . Count it out , turn it into a  habit , calculate where you are , what reasons to live you have ..