Cruel mind

I slowly lift my head, you're there!

My eyes drink you in as though you are the lifeblood that fills my veins,

I take a breath and your scent overwhelms me, my senses are alive with an intensity that has no comparison.

I reach out, needing to touch you, but knowing our passion will burn me,the air crackles  with desire, the atmosphere shimmers and we succumb to a power beyond our control.

I gently cup your face and your skin is like warm velvet beneath my fingertips. I look into your eyes and I'm drowning in the love I see pooled there, but I feel no fear.

You draw me to you, gently, as though afraid of hurting me, and softly, like a butterfly alighting, you brush your sweet lips across mine.

My heart soars, the fire within us becomes a raging inferno! Our breath hitches, our pulses quicken and we become one. The pleasure so sweet it's almost pain. A craving sated, an addiction fed.

I weep with joy at the sight of you, the scent of you, the feel of you, the taste of you and I am complete.

Suddenly I start! It's dark! I'm alone!

It was just a dream, my mind playing cruel tricks on my shattered heart and now I weep again. Hot, bitter, angry tears, frustration and anguish battling to control me.My heart is breaking without you.

I am incomplete.