Cry for help

Do you ever wonder why,
It hurts so much inside,
When the person that you love,
Decides they just want to die.

It's because there's nothing you can do,
Nothing you can say,
And because you feel so helpless,
You just want to die too,

Some people will never understand,
Why death has such a grip on some people,
Why no matter what they say or do,
Death always seems to have the upper hand,

No matter how much they pray,
Or how much they fight,
That no difference is made,
and they are just dreading the day,

And the people who suffer from depression, 
Never want it at all,
We just want to be happy,
But alas there is no lesson, 

That can teach us how to be,
Happy like we want to be,
Not sad or mad or upset all the time,
We want to be filled with glee,

The bad part is that,
Other people with depression, 
Don't see why others are depressed all the time,
And it's like an annoying gnat,

Not that they can't see why,
But that others don't understand why they are,
That they're not understood in the way they feel,
And it only worsens the urge to die,

I may not be able to always understand way you are depressed, 
And I'm sorry that it doesn't help,
But I do understand why this time,
And I see that you're stressed,

What I don't think you understand or see,
Is what it is doing to me,
I'm not even sure if you care or not,
But I'm planted like a tree,

I'm not going anywhere,
I'll rot in this place,
A hug, a kiss or even talked to at this point,
Would be enough for me to bare,

I can't comfort you or help you or change why you're depressed,
All these things you've told me and I understand,
Not fully but I can be ok,
It's the lack of any reciprocation that just adds to being stressed, 

I wish it was me and that you could finally be free,
I'd die for you and my family just to see you guys happy,
I just wish you would realize and see,
That you're not alone anymore and that you have me,

That you don't have to fight by yourself anymore,
I can take it but you have to let me,
I can help bear the burden of all the weight,
I know that your mind is always at war.