Curiosity

These visions
This curiosity 

My mind is going
My heart is a racing

I don't know where to turn
Go left or right

But to me its all a merry go round
Everything is so blurred

I know there are rules
Left I have feelings

Right is so wrong but feels right
My curiosity is getting me

Getting me in so tight 
A rock stuck in a hard place

My hearts saying yes
But my minds saying no

How do you know
Do the right thing

When the right is a wrong
All I know is I'm torn

Torned from reality 
To a fantasy 

Could it be lust or something else
Wish my brain could wash

Wash all my curiosity away!