Curveballs

It hurts just a little
It stings all the more
What strange oddities
Life has in store
I wasn't honest with you
I kept it all hidden
Like the submissive idiot
I became the hungry kitten
That meowed for attention
Though it wasn't mine to hold
Now my heart lies fractured
For getting too bold
I sought that which should not be so
I sought solace in an empty space
Where I wanted you to be
Where I could speak face to face
Then I saw you today
And Inside I cried
I've done it again
Another piece of me dies
Though I'll not sit here
Lamenting my fate
I am my own governor of fortune
With the key to my own gate
I can control my future
Though I cannot control my heart
What I wanted was not deserved
A beginning with no start
And so I will remove myself
And not live by my own chain
I shall remove the noose
Walk back through my gate
Which I shall gently close behind me
To lock away my truth
And those days when I was frankly
A little bit in love with you.
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Hey ~ This is 'way cool' dear poet brother!!......I know precisely what you mean F.P.!!......I mean how could I not.... for you've conveyed it beautifully!!..... when life throws you a Curve ball....and you have to 'kind of' hide away your true feelings... especially when face-to-face....... then you know you have to "Swing for the fences"...... otherwise you'll never know if you could have hit that curve ball...... and have it land right in the lap of the person you're in love with...... Swing away brother....... Swing away!!........ALL STARS!!...... excellent write brother!!..... excellent write!!...... you'll never know until you try!........PINNED this one my friend!!...... By Far..... my favorite FORGOTTEN POETRY write!!...... BEAUTIFULLY delivered!!........LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo ???✴?✴❤
Thank you Tony for that wonderful comment.
I hope you have a fabulous weekend :)
Hello Forgotten Poetry...
Becareful, it could hit her in the head...
But, then again knock her unconscious put some ice on it and when she opens her eyes she'll look at you and...
Oh thank you you're my hero...
☺
Just be sure you don't tell her it was you...
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Great write!
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong