cut deeply the heart ~ of me .

Is that it god,
Have i found the answer
My mind has questioned by minutes
hours beyond a decade

The answer deep inside myself
Where it always has been

~ to love in innocence
Without demand, no boundaries

as you god loved your son,
~ Jesus ,

Is death by love my punishment
~ a punishment i god , never tarnished,
no blood on my hands
That of your son,

But carry the weight as my own

Were you jealous my lord
~ did anger turn the light to darkness,
for a moment within your kingdom

Don't close your eyes to me
~ i am here before you

Asking why, such a love to die

For a beautiful garden you wish
My lord, cut deeply the heart
~ of me

Whither not my soul's abandoned
~ growing more vigorously

For it is i who found the words of
truth , my flowers never left
Unsheltered,

No storm uprooting the beauty
My heart does possess,

No amount of tears to drown
Nor continuer darkness

Shall ever take away such light
~ i found the answer
deep within , My unstained
love ~ my covering skin

Withered not
this blooming heart within.

Nardine Sanderson 06/04/2015.