Dad

I try to make you proud i try to be your perfect little girl but im sorry i didn't turn out the way you wanted all i am is a broken soul i try my hardest but i aways be your little  mistake i want you to be proud of me it's just a fantasy im not the same little girl you once knew your little girl is no longer here she  left along time ago im sorry im not as smart as my step sister she can do no harm in your eyes she will always be your little girl knowing im not i guess i never was. Your the reason why i think having emotions makes you weak and im trying to be your strong little girl but im not, im sorry dad im just not, all you do is hold me back, i was just a mistake all along, you never ask what's my favorite things, i wished the things we're the same as it once was, you were my best friend, my hero, my world dad but thats all in the past, you don't call or text, all you do is hang out with my step mom, if you cared as much as you say you do, it wouldn't be as bad, i wanted to meet my new family but instead you forgot your old one, I tried to make you proud but im not your perfect little girl i never was, i make mistakes you just have accepted that this is who i am and i will not change