DAILY DEATH
DAILY DEATH
I'm killing myself and nobody knows
I'm waiting until the wild weeds grow
Then I'll fall to the earth in a thunderous roar
And I'll never be seen anymore
I rack my brain to find a door
Hoping that my courage won't fall to the floor
My thoughts won't stop, when the bipolar chaos takes hold
I curl up like a baby, as the fear makes me cold
Forgive me Father for I have sinned
I'm in this chemical nightmare once again
I walk away for quite a while
Then loneliness calls me back like a hungry child
I deal with a silence for days, nothing breaks through
I hear no one's voice but God's coming through
I'm naked and bare, my soul feels so closed
As the drugs that I take daily, blocking my soul
Isolation makes my world a cave
And my windows are wrapped in cellophane
I cannot see Β out, they cannot see in
I have no escape as madness begins once againβ¦β¦
Β© Giggles the Poet
September 2007
11:22 a.m.
Lost in a cycleβ¦
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Raw write, Brenda. I also know the torment of long-standing addiction. We must walk forward in grace remembering that it is Satan, not God, who is the accuser. Jesus redeems. Much love.
Angel thank you for your words yes God is always by my side and I find a way out through my writing love and hugs Giggles Β the poet