Dangers of Love

I need you so much it hurts
But you keep making me feel worse!
Without you i'd die
But with you i cry
I'm over this
My tears are turning into fists
I don't care anymore
Want to be like that...sure
I don't want to feel this weak
F--- your defeat
It doesn't affect me anymore
You've burned me to my core
You're so blind!
Don't you see what you do
Your eyes are not kind
Your lips not true
And yet
I always come back to you
Do i forget
What you put me through
Or am i just stupid
Naive and clueless
But i've thought about it
And even if i may regret it
For you it's worth it
So i guess you can call me stupid
But yes i'd do it
All over again
All the frustrations and pain
Because underneath it all
Is something worth the fall
Because without you in my life
I don't think i'll survive
I can't let you go
Can't even try
Don't ask me why
Don't think i know
Some call it love
But that word is used too much
So i'll just call it weird
And admit that i'm scared
Of how this makes me feel
It's so surreal
Because still i want to be with you
Just us two
Just for a while
Because even after all we've been through
You're still always able to make me smile