DARK

Sometimes i wonder why the blade did not pierced my heart why did it had to stop so close , such a hard pain taking my breath away , closing my eyes as a sigh of relief escapes all the stress and sadness flows out, as my body prepares to die i make peace with myself and with all .
 tired of so many hypocrites , fake love fake friendships, when will all end , i was prepare to die and the knife said not yet its not your time to depart, seeing such open wound feeling all the sorrow flow out  such a weak moment in my life where does it all end , chasing dreams chasing love feeling so much heartaches such a damaged heart  thought the blade would save it, as the wound heals thoughts come to mind the knife stop so close to a heart that awaited with open arms ,
my body was prepared as my heart wanted to be saved from such a ugly world filled with monsters people that dont care anymore no more connections ,
is a strange feeling walking with no fear to die for i walk hand in hand with death as it patiently waits for the day i go with her..........