Dark Times

Various shades of deep black and dark grays were always welcomed, time after time again. 

Foe to acquaintances slowly I became with the distant darknesses, friends we remain.

The light was rarely introduced, upon entry much efforts took initiative refusing it’s presence. 

Fear is found from what we not know, the irony of our mindset, we cling to our knowledge.

If only i ran from my lessons and held firmly onto the unknown oppositions, if only i did…

Yet I fear love, her and all of her affection, for what she stands for contradicts all my perceptions.

Yet I remain faithful in the clouded hours of the deep black days and various shades of dark grays.

Only when I sleep, will I get a break from these nightmares.