Darkness in my Heart and Soul

everyday I live my life with the darkness 
in my heart and soul, 
thinkin that i keep hearin the demons 
callin my name, 
all of the hate people show me and of the 
racist names people called me, 
so my race that i am so proud to be i 
still feel so ashamed, 
I feel that the people can now feel the 
darkness in my heart and see the fire blaze 
in my eyes, 
Ifeel it should be the people who shall 
die, 
i ask why me but the answer was I 
couldn't forgive for what people did to me 
a eye for a eye thats me