DEATH
Another war
Lord, I thought I was finished with all my crying
Now I just feel a little numb
When I think of the darkness that came over me
I cry again for the thing that I've done
February 10, I hit my lowest point in years
And as the hand of death reached for me
I gave in like a grateful child
Because in the darkness there was no light to see
I no longer wanted to care, or feel
I just wanted it all to end
The pain, silence and isolation
Have become my only friend
Like a zombie I opened a bottle of pills
And I put a handfull in my mouth
I couldn't hear anything more in my mind
And I didn't hear the good Lord shout
I sat down and wrote out my goodbye
And in my letter I said I was sorry
Feeling utterly alone in such silence
I shut down my mind and my worry
But it's seems God still has other plans for me
And he refuse to take me home
He said child, we can fix this crisis
I love you and I will never leave you alone
When your mind is a little clearer
And when your heart has less of an ache
I will give you the strength, to move on my child
But now it's the darkness that you must forsake
Trust me child you are not alone
So, dry those tears you still cry
I will watch over you closely from now on
So, you'll never again want to give up and die
My child, for those that turned away from you
I will send more angels your way
So, sleep now child and all will be well
And when you wake tomorrow, you will be okay
(c)Giggles the Poet
February 15, 2020
When a person is going through a crisis the last thing they need, anyone is anger
If anyone is going through a crisis the best thing you can do is stand by their side, show them compassion and most of all be kind
I have a new doctor and last week he decided he's going to take me off all my pain medication. It wasn't for the fact my body so destroyed on the inside I wouldn't think twice about it. I feel like I'm going back in time 36 years ago when I had to fight for my life. I don't have the Strength to do this over again
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I hear you, Giggles ?. Your words are so true. People in a suicide state do need words of kindness... And hugs, lots of hugs. It is scary to think that in a quick moment of despair someone can take their own life... And sadly so many do not see a tomorrow where they may feel a bit differently. Despite the pain this poem is clearly drenched in, I still think it is a fabulous write. I hope you feel better soon. Hugs x
Thank you Angel for your wonderful words. I am glad that God gives me the power to get the despair out on paper don’t think of the words just puts them in my head and I type them out. I feel like a cat with nine lives and now I’ve got seven left in these will be the best years of my life so say I
God bless and may you have a great 2020 and a great life and mind journey
Love and hugs
Giggles the poet
You sound like a true sweetheart Giggles, a loved one suffers with mental health issues ...a truthful honest write ?