DEEP INNER STRUGGLE

The hurt and anguish seem to rise from deep inside like a phoenix from the ashes

Engulfing my whole being with a  fiery rage that comes and goes in rapid flashes

I feel like it's all my fault and my cross alone to bare

The regurgitating guilt forcefully
dragging me down into utter despair

Like I'm stuck in the deepest crevice and there seems to be no way out

There is only silence exiting as I try to scream and shout
 
As I surmise and sulk in  darkness on the state of my affairs

a soft voice speaks "My son I am here, on me cast your cares".

"You are my child, I designed you, I never make a mistake"

"Your creation was as individually precise as every snowflake".

"Your trials and tests come merely to make you strong

"And when you feel you're all alone my voice will never steer you wrong".

So when your emotions get the best of you and it feels like you're life is a wreck

Remember you were intentionally and magnificently made, and  not and insignificant speck
PoeticLei-Syck