THOUGHTS

The truth finally comes out like a dagger and it penetrates the heart

I thought everything was okay I thought I was doing my part 

Mechanically moving day to day and assuming only the best

Not knowing I was taking one of my life's hardest test

Sticking to the mundane rituals masqueraded in everyday life

Until my eyes were opened like a blind man finally given site

Will I fail will I pass the thought I have constantly

Fear now creeps in so now each move I must make cautiously

Mistakes were made I see it now I should have swiftly strayed the path

Now I have to fight to regain what was tightly in my grasp

Starting to feel like I'm an outsider in the inner circle

Gloomy thoughts parading through my cerebral cortex in my way like a bunch of hurdles

Sometimes feeling like giving up is the only means to an end

But that's the cowards way out instead waiting for things to mend

When you love and love hard there is a chance you will be burnt

Just remember that in every situation there is a lesson to be learnt