Demon Freedom

Hooked by an obscene way 
of turning the shine around 
where the only thing that's me
is everything i can't be when that's how it is with me 
to have no  urge to be
honest in a created lie
powerless to a convincing lie
acceptance with will to try 
assured I deserved it to add to the absurdity of a place that cant be
for my fear of reality cannot see its need if the spark is life in the seed