Denigrating Others in Order to be Free Myself

"In order to be free yourself it is necessary to denigrate something or somebody else"
(Psychological assessment of the reasons for my behaviour)

Bloody Hell those idiots with whom I have to deal.
I'm trying to secure my own meal
But words from my childhood and beyond
Go round and round.
Peace of mind I have not found.
Sadists:
Those who humiliated me When I was meek, young and mild
Fed into my Adapted Child (Check out the work of Eric Berne.
What do they know? When will they learn?).
God of course never answers prayers
And never alleviates my cares. But boy when the tears well up
Behind my eyes.
And once again my laptop crashes
And I want to hurl it so it smashes
I can curse everyone. Everybody underneath the sun.
One day I'll die

And be free.

MDC