Depressed

Tired 
In pain
Cuts
Depressed
Axenity 
Worthless
Piece of crap
Taken advantage of
Screwed over
People take out anger on me
No job
Non dairy liquid diet
Ugly
No friends
Hated by many
Disgusted 
Wonders why 
Has scary coughing fits
Has scary attacks
Looks at myself n cries
I'm hideous 
N disgusting
People walk all over me
So much pain
Scared to sleep
Terrifying nightmares
PTSD is getting worse