Depression

When will the pain end

I came here thinking I would win 

Unfortunately my mind is weak

My obsessions are bleak

I'm miserable 

Yet I'm so happy 

Days of struggle 

Nights of regret

Sometimes I can't summon the courage 

To forget 

You're on my mind like a leach

I'm sitting here drowning  2 feet from the shore wishing 

Someone would help yet they say 

"Fail and maybe learn"

I've fallen so far I can no longer see the top 

The only thing I've learned is

There is no one but me 

All of my friends

My "day ones" 

Where are they now that I need a hand 

They said they would be here yet im hanging by a strand 

But I will not retreat 

I am unbreakable 

Watch me rise