Depression

There are days where I'm as happy as I can be,
then there's the days when I feel like I am falling apart,
Life is so full of chaos,
it's getting harder to breathe,
I feel like I'm drowning,
Like a rock sinking to the bottom of the sea, 
Afraid of the uncertainties in life,
can't seem to understand how broken a girl can be,
I'm no longer a carefree little child,
I worry about everything,
I care too much,
Waiting to be able to speak my mind...