Depression

Depression is taking over my life, it just don’t feel right.Â
I'm always worried, scared, chocked up in my own little fight.
My mind wonders to places never been explored, I just don’t know what to do any more.
I feel the tears as they creep down my cheek, every night before I go to sleep.
The things I think of are pointless and damaging but yet I can’t stop.
There is not anything you can do, I'm helpless, alone and confused.
The hate I have for myself only leads me to one other place. The place where self-harming is the only way, to make the anger and pain go away.
Yet I try to stop for my families and lovers sake only, but that will never ever stop me.
Depression is powerful and controlling and I don’t think it’s going to own me, for much longer anyway as I try to let the pain go away.
Drugs and counselling won’t save me, but hopefully it will help me.
No one takes depression seriously, they just say you will be okay and get over it.
But in reality every waking day is a struggle for me
My story still continues day in and day out, but I know it won’t be forever as I try to hide the pain, but I know the scars won’t ever go away.
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