Depressions other half

Look at me strongly when hard times arise, I’m the one who’s see through the I’m fine! It’s all lies.
It’s ok to be sad and feel cheated and rotten, when your quiet and distant your still not forgotten.
why do you hide in a world of your own?, I love you, please know that! Please don’t feel alone.
I push at times, I don’t mean to I care. sometimes it’s hard you make me feel I’m not there.
It’s not about me you say, yes this is true. But watching you suffer is hard on me too. 
Your body is distant and thoughts so consumed, then the rest of the day all set out and presumed. 
To watch you feel worthless is so hard to see. Your my world and this fog, it just won’t set you free.
Jackel and Hyde, he comes back to play games. Alongside the highs then the calling of names. 
We fight I don’t want to, I try to understand. But in order to do so please lend me a hand. 
My heart it feels heavy, to think of our past. so fond of the good times but scared they won’t last.
I’ve got this, we’ll do it, we’ll fight it together. My love for you, always and forever.
Anyone can suffer, you cannot be blamed. And most importantly do not feel ashamed. 
This fog is so vicious if I had my way, I’d take it from all who suffers today.