Desolation and Absolution

Losing innocence was my greatest sin 
I felt sacred in the silence. 
 I could hear the rain falling inside me
Feel the wind blowing against me
wild and free like all of our crazy lofty ideals
Transformed to bitterness and rage
If the point is not taken the 
Mastery is not obtained
You wander inside the silence
Hoping desolation is absolution
Forgiveness is ground zero
Forgetting is the absolute
 Why you are here and who you are is the real trial
And it's already been won
You just need to

awaken