Didn't think I had it in me.
Didn't think I was going to be able to make it.
Didn't want to bleed for months on end.
Didn't need to live in the moment or the past.
Didn't realize that I was capable of not being caught out .
That I could stick up for myself.
That I can make myself clear.
Be understanding of my feelings and not rush them.
I have carried flowers, a candle, a whole lot of guilt.
Didn't compromise, or complement myself on the dirt.
Alone within the constraints.
Didn't think that I could move on.
Didn't really know what to do.
Did you get me.
What ever was in me, that deranged blob,.
I won't let them probe this straight movement of the a ha.
What that means is that I don't have to visit the graveyard of my illness.
Did not bring this to the table or original book.
Didn't think it was possible for a hero to save herself.
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Can`t believe I missed a smashing Poem Lilliana! I enjoyed this one a lot. Just between you and me, the cosmos is always here to support you! Kind regards. The Fish of the Sea.
I so hope so. I know I have your backing and are forever grateful kind personality.
Awww no problem Liliana.
Sometimes, the world is so much about comparing yourself to everyone else that we lose track of what makes us unique... I like poetry in this sense, we all have our different opinions and feelings all the time, but we can share them in a format free of discrimination or risk of harm. The Cosmos is like a safe haven for me compared to social media. And boy do I keep them separate!
Sorry I don't really know where that came from, went on a bit of tangent... what I`m trying to say is its really no problem, I really enjoy reading and leaving comments on this site... probably more than the actual poetry lol.
I enjoy looking forward to your next work~ ;)
Kind regards.
The Fish of the Sea