My dIm flame became a bright " Will " !

I had a bright burning flame as a child 

The world was mine to conquer 

As the days went by 

The world has made my flame glow dim with all of it's....

Hatred , lies , doubt , greed , lust over love , betrayal , it's God's or Devil's , and last but not least it's mistakes that never die !

The bottom of all curl manner

The knock downs , and the get back up again !

To over achieve another hardship that life provides 

As if this is the " LIFE " it seemed it would be....Once as a young child 

I was mistakenly blind

Now a adult  

Life has just broken me in 

Now looking back on what has been discovered about my short existence 

The guess in my head ....

Would only be .... the mountains in my path could only get higher

So I push headstrong through the rough terrains of life's pathway

There may not be much of a flame left

Remarkably my will arose gracefully

Only to defeat all my trails!

My " Will " to survive shine is blissfully  bright !

Although death may be a easy path to lay down 

I rather face these rough path and tread over it's highiest mountains  

Therefore making " LIFE'S " dishonorable  jokes ! 

 Easier to ignore

 Excelling beyond the  troublesome path and mountains of greif 

 .......... Only in my stubbornness !

I realize , it's a endless life of trails and tribulations !  

Now i see this is God's joke about life !  

So to enjoy a  laugh with " God " , and not him chuckling at my floss

 I laugh in the face of "  life's " stale  jokes !