Disappointment

 This life its not what it's supposed to be 
 You are not who you say you are 
 This place is different then i pictured 
 I'm not sure what you see when you look around 
 But through my eyes it's nothing more to me than a prison from which i can not escape
 But then you say 
 Just come with me everything will be okay
 I trusted you lied 
 Now my soul has gone and committed suicide
 I want nothing more than to follow it into the eternal darkness 
 The light just makes my eyes burn till i cry 
 I thought you might like to know that my wish is to die 
 But i cant do it I'm not afraid of the pain 
 I stay here in constant pain 
 For those that truly care but do not know enough to see whats really on the inside
 On the inside is a creature to terrifying  for even a horror movies
 Those that can see it shield  their eyes and run in fear
 Some can feel it trying to fight it's way out 
 They too run not caring about the one has to carry it inside