Discontinued

I took a mental inventory, it turned out I have hoarded a lot. Quite a bit of strain amidst my brain from previous pain I had thought I forgot. As I sorted through all the past baggage and escorted out the bad, mad and sad news in storage, I instantly began to feel better, finding comfort in knowing ultimately it’s my choice. What I save, what I hold onto, what I focus on, what I feel the need to remember, what I choose to share… There was a time when all of thee above was not my decision and I was captive to others behaviors.

What I face now is at my own hands, it turns out the last few years it has been freedom I have feared, freedom from myself.