Do I Count?

Do I count?
Or do I pass away your past
To a black
A whole
When you see me
Black
Love?

Into A Shadow?
Are you scared?

When do I count
Only when I pass in real life
In lonely times
In bed
When my empty sheets is covered with
The Past of Longing
I wish He was here

Warmth and trust, I am still waiting
His flatscreen face only could be heartbreaking

As I fall before seeing him before it all:
Love?
Love, when did this Man makes me
Hurtful to myself
When I dare to feel?

Love,
I can not bear this anymore
I do not know a man what is just
An appearances to the Television Screen
This Man
Love, imagination and myself I see
On that screen
I need A Man to be
Love?

Do I count?
Or do I pass away your past
To a black
A whole
When you see me
Black
​​​​Love
​​​​​
Into A Shadow?
Are you scared?

Are you?

-Lay down with me and feel
Freedom.

Nadiya Amina A. M. mohado Sheikh Nur
30-11-1995
21-01-2022