Do I really lost you?

Whatever happens
I need to stay
Home alone tonight
Maybe I want to cry
Don't worry, I won't call you
Maybe I will just pray
Soul turns to blue
Without you by my side
I am here on my own
You're fine, I'm not
Heart turns to stone
I keep crying, I can't stop
I'll find a way of pulling through
Tears won't stop to drop
Cause I damn need you
But I won't let you know
Maybe you miss me too
Spinning round and the nights go
Do I really lost you?