Do not ask

I have decided to search in
the deepest part of my memory
for a memory and thus start an affair with
the man who lives there,
of whom I once fell in love
but who today lost his essence.

So do not be surprised if
I smile at empty space,
I'm not losing my mind,
I just flirt with him,
that in some December he was a complete stranger ...
and if you often see me with closed eyes,
it's not because I had a hard day
and the fatigue takes over my 5 senses,
No! The truth is that I will be kissing
his lips full of passion,
passion that once snuck into my mouth
and penetrated inside me.

If you suddenly see me,
for no apparent reason,
very happy ... do not worry,
that feeling no longer causes me ...
this smile is drawn by the man who lives in my head,
the one that makes time worthwhile.