Don't Fall

I told myself not to fall
But I slipped and fell
How? I don't recall
Maybe a love spell
Drawn to her vibe
Like a moth to a flame
Lost in her eyes
She hypnotized my brain
She took my breath
With just a simple kiss
I told myself
I'm stronger than this
My heart didn't listen
My mind's been gone
My eyes didn't vision
But I seen all along
I told myself she was toxic
Poison to my soul
But I found it erotic
That her heart could be so cold
Silly me I guess
To have been such a fool
After I told myself
I was only her tool
To use me up
And have her way
I build her up
She throws me away
Was it love or lust
Maybe it was both
But I was only her crutch
We had no oath
There was nothing left
Not even trust
I only wanted what's best
I had plans for us
And you made me believe
That it was all my fault
I guess it isn't always as it seems
The difference between sugar and salt
It just wasn't meant to be
So I gotta be cold hearted too
Look what you did to me
Now I'm just like you
The thing about giving your all
Is that you can't get it back
Damn, I told myself not to fall
Now I'm quick to fall back