Solitude

I try to isolate myself
From this world, I need some privacy
I can't escape the voices in my head
So I disguise my demons quietly
The conversations with myself
Might make you question my sobriety
But you don't understand me
Because you don't understand anxiety
See I talk to myself
In times of dubiety
You think I'm antisocial
But it's more like anti-society
And your demons are no better than mine
So judge not by ones piety
But you choose to only see the bad
Because you identify by notoriety
See to understand me
You must study my biology
I can tell you my biography
But you won't know what's inside of me
The friendly smile that you see
Only hides the monstrosity
While these demons play tug of war
With my animosity
Some may think I'm crazy
I'm just somewhat of an oddity
But I embrace my abnormality
And offer no apology
I am what I am
And this is just my philosophy
I express myself poetically
That is just my verbosity
Everything about me
Uniquely brings curiosity
Like when you see my name
And become confused by the apostrophe
I consider myself a rarity
But you might lable me an anomaly
But anything that is peculiar
I accept that honorably
See I write to remain silent
Because solitude is my sovereignty
Solitude is my only friend
Because the silence comforts me
I write to remain silent
Because silence is constancy
And it is in that silence
That I walk this odyssey
Here silence is golden
And the time is quality
Just me and my demons
That is my camaraderie