Don't go so soon....

Never dreamed☁ a nightmare? would surface 
Until the day u told me ur suffering ?from lupus

Ur rapidly fading away ?
On my knees for the Lord I pray?
Would it be selfish to ask for u to stay ?
Knowing the pain is growing everyday 

I love❤ u I really do 
never meant to take the last of u 
All I'm going through I still find a way to bring a smile?
As the pain simmers for just a little more while
 
Mommy when u go 
I juss want u to know 
I'll feel u in a wet drizzle? to the fluffy white 'snow ❄⛄
  
I pray the lord not to take ??
Ur soul before I wake ?
Seeing ur corpse will make me ache??
Down on my knees as my body will shake?

Imma stay strong for u ?
One day I'll be up there wit u ?
Imma go to college and  ?? too
Everything I do will be for u 

U tell me everything gonna be alright 
But where u gonna be when I need u to hold me tight
U luv me in despite
Everything I do that ik ain't rightl

When I close my eyes?
I hear ur wailing cries?
I read in between the pain of ur lies?
Feeling of emptiness when a luv one dies? everywhere I look imma See ur face in the skies?
 
I hear u I really do 
I juss wanna stay close to u ?
I'll call ur name and get no reply?
Never thought  My mommy would be the one who would go bye-bye?